Maybe it's not me with the problem

I'm moody; maybe look at what you don't see.

You keep asking what’s wrong — why I’m moody, why I have an attitude. Well… imagine if I were the one surfing through guys’ profiles the way you’re scrolling Jennie Couch, MistyDawn Theonlymthrfn, Meena Ponnusamy, Jennifer Mosley, and Kristen Haveard.

Imagine if, while you slept, my device showed up active on Messenger at 9:10 PM.

Imagine if the logs showed me repeatedly checking the same men over and over.

"Maybe then you’d understand why I feel the way I do. Maybe then you’d see I’m not ‘moody’ — I’m reacting to patterns. "

So before you ask what my problem is…

Don’t you think I might have a reason?